In the past few months I have been battling marriage problems ...
I'm not going to go into detail , but what marriage is not without
problems? It's definitely something that you do have to work at, and
if the other person means the world to you, then it is worth the effort.

I for one believe that marriage is a partner ship and both parties diserve
to be happy. That it's not about just one person .. it's devotion ,dedication
and so much more.
Of which some people find it their job to ruin.. or try to intercede on.
That my friends is a person that deserves to burn in the lake of fire for all
eternity, with their head bound between their ankles. Marriage is hard
enough to have to deal with, with out .."interlopers" in the way ...
(people that make problems..)


(If their is abuse going on, then that is something to get out of and if
people are interceding on your marriage it's for your safety and well being, I'm
also not talking about someone that cares or wants the best for you either, just
a person claiming one thing and then doing another, hurting your marraige, pitting
you two against each other or even just decideing your spouse is to yummy to not
pass up.)


So with that said, everything is working out for the better I hope..
no need to be worried. Personally though I am tired of people telling
me what love is, when they them selves can't keep a relationship for
more than a week, or have to dive in to someone elses.. meh that's life
though. Some people though just need to shut up if they don't know what
it is that they are talking about. Being with someone for 7 years and married
for 2 doesn't make me an expert, but I can say that I know what marriage is
about , and it's definitely more than a step in life that should never be
taken for granted. Marriage is something that to many people take for granted.
To many people go and get married not realizing what is involved, or what it
is suppose to mean. Friends, if their is ever a time in your lives and I mean
the ones that aren't married... it's one of those things that you should
look in to, and even sit in a marriage siminar.. that will really open your
eyes to what your future holds.. because getting married is a big step, and not
one to be taken lightly.


.. any way enough on that...I have just been irritated by people and their
misconceptions. I for one knew what I was getting in to.. other people
just use it to their advantage because they can get something out of it.
... that and various other reasons that I don't feel like getting in to.


I can say that I am proud to be married to my husband, and am even more proud
to be carrying our first child ^_~, My life will be more whole , and our
family complete. Just a few more days and we might know the sex of the baby..
not that a surprise wouldn't be nice , or the fact that finding out the gender
isn't always accurate, but getting to see the baby again will be nice before
I'm being rushed in to the hospital for our baby's birthday ^_^

I'm 24 weeks, the baby is kicking and I can't wait to be a mom ^^

So as far as art goes, yea I draw from time to time, but life is definitely
different ^^, I'm off to bed, I love and miss all of my friends!! <3